you know you love me...

彼女は大好きだよ！

2008-06-16T16:12:00.004+08:00

I'm here to blog about Starwalk! o(≧∀≦)o Sadly Pineapple couldnt make it coz she was bertest-ing in KL for some S'pore scholarship thingamajig. I hope she did well. :) But I really had a lot of fun with my schoolmates.. And I wanna say a BIG ありがとう (arigatou) to YeeSan who walked with me throughout Starwalk! ❤❤

You see, I was originally walking with Jamie && SokWai && YeeSan.. But they were too effin fast for me. ): So I started slowing down.. And YeeSan teman-ed me while Jamie and SokWai got lost among the mass of people in front. It was starting to get hard for me to breathe and everytime I breathed my chest hurt even more. I'm not being dramatic or anything, seriously its nothing, I'm very used to the pain but I knew I had to slow down.. So thanks a lot YeeSan for walking with me! （｡◕‿◕｡)

I also wanna thank her for listening to me complain throughout the whole Starwalk. I know KaYee will be the first to agree that I'm very lembap/lemah/princess-y.. I complained that I havent sweated this much before. My legs were getting heavier every minute. I wanted to upah people to carry me throughout the walk. Complained its very hot lah. Very sticky lah. A lot of people's smells all around lah. Ew. HAHA.

But it was great fun walking with YeeSan. Talked about A LOT of stuff. And we even raced against Lucas. I dont think he'll be reading this but.. I KNOW I WAS FASTER THAN YOU SO DONT GIVE EXCUSE THAT YOU LET ME WIN. Haha, it was really fun lah.. Running ahead of him and we kept looking behind to see whether he's still behind us. xD We took all the shortcuts in the world lol. But somehow we lost sight of him. But I'm still pretty sure we were faster than him. xD

And then after that went to makan with KaYee, YeeSan, Jack && WanBang? Iduno how to spell his name. ): Gosh, they really made me laugh lah. Jack is seriously very lame. But extremely funny. "Football socks!" WanBang was quiter but still pretty noisy. xD Really had fun eating/drinking with them. (・∀・) Then I went to join Chin's table. Chatted for awhile and then went home. Didnt bother to stay for the lucky draw. Thats basically it.. Too bad MayJet couldnt be there to have fun with me. :(

i kissed a girl && i liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick

************************** mature content? mebbe? *************************

Credits to : blackharlet
I like the silhouette a lot. :D

just so this place wont die

2008-06-11T20:51:00.002+08:00

8 Things I'm Passionate About

1. You ; cant do without you
2. Japan ; love everything about it
3. Music ; my anti-drug
4. Sex ; my OTHER anti-drug >:D
5. Miyavi ; my inspiration
6. Sweet things ; MAJOR sweet tooth
7. Books ; my escape from reality
8. Electronic gadgets ; Japan is seriously heaven

8 Things I Said Too Often

1. LOL
2. OMG
3. swt
4. Seriously
5. Eesh
6. Awww
7. Pathetic
8. GOOD JOB!

8 Books I Read Recently

1. Reader's Digest ; thanks to MayJet, I'm a huge RD reader now
2. Doraemon ; got addicted to it AGAIN
3. Bio Textbook ; its actually very intere
4. Manga ; Bleach, Claymore, D.Gray-man, etc
5. Seventeen Magazine ; no comment. lol.
6. Japanese textbook ; taking exam this year so have to study~~
7. Discovery Channel Guide : Japan ; yes, i do love japan this much.
8. -

8 Songs I Can Listen Over and Over Again

1. Gazette - Cassis ; aww, our song. ❤
2. Miyavi - Kimi ni Funky Monky Vibration ; gosh his guitar skills are insane *__*
3. Antique Cafe - Ese Urunai ; too cute for words
4. Dir en grey ; i cant pick a song, i like so much. T__T
5. Gackt - Mirror ~LIVE ver.~ ; The energy from Gackt and his fans.. I feel as if I'm really watching him live *___*
6. Rentrer en Soi - PROTOPLASM ; my first ever ReS song && i was hooked. x__x
7. YUI - Rolling Star ; crazy catchy lol.
8. Lareine - Last Song For You ; if this song isnt beautiful, i dont know what is. ;-;

8 Things I've Learned In The Past Year

1. Someone who really loves you would be with you no matter what. No matter how ugly things get.
2. Never take things for granted. Once you've lost it, there's almost no chance of getting it back.
3. Its not worth it to cheat.
4. Determination is key. I believe if you're determined enough, the sky's the limit. =)
5. You should never say 'i love you' if you dont mean it. Sincerity means a lot.
6. You'll only have a handful of true friends throughout your life. Treasure them. LOTS.
7. Success comes from big dreams and the drive to go for it.
8. "If you really want something, go for it regardless of the outcome. It's better to try and fail than always wasting your time thinking whether you'll succeed or not. =)" -- Crystal <<<< this is what I SHOULD learn.

8 People I Tag

1. MayJet
2. KaYee
3. EeXin
4. PhuiYan
5. Dawn
6. YeeSan
7. -
8. -

untitled. FOR NOW

2008-06-03T18:29:00.010+08:00

私は怠惰であったことを恥じている。
ごめん。。
and and and
大変、忙しいです。。。 (>_<)

Sorry for my long long long long absence. I honestly havent been blogging/reading anyone's blog/doing anything much online actually. D: I know some of you might say I'm ALWAYS online. Haha, I just leave my laptop on. Thats all. =\ Anyway I dont really have much to blog about. I'm lazy to do your tag Crystal. Sorry. >__O

Oh changed my phone skin. Its nicer now, yes? v(｀∀´v) Krishan, you must be uber jealous. LMAO!

I also stuck a picture of Mindy, me, Debo, KaiTeng and Mun on the back lol.

I decided to cut my hair short. Meh, I dont care what you all think. I'm happy with it. And now I dont have to tie my hair. MWAHAHAHAH! Actually I was kinda bummed coz I didnt get good reactions from the people from LCTAN. =(((( But but but, after texting Lucas and telling him bout my hair and all.. I feel much better, he told me as long as I like it then it should all be good. And how did I text Lucas ANYWAY. Hmm its all thanks to my little little friend. I'll let you guys wonder who is that. *gets shot by little friend lol* Here is a pic. Coz I really dont like taking pictures of myself. Did anyone read this kiddy horror book about this mystery camera which minuses 5 years outta your life?? (ーωー#)

And and anddddd. My hubby made mashed potatoes todayyyy! With melted cheddar cheese. I'm so proud of you LOL. I doubt Kimberly's reading this buuuuttt.. YOUR MOM STILL MAKES KICK ASS MASHED POTATOES AND I MISS THEM! T______T So anyhoo, my hubby'll make mashed potatoes for me and give them to me during Starwalk, how sweet is that.. ❤❤ Repeat : I will actually be COOKING. Because I wanna make something yummy for you lol. ;D

Oh and yesterday.. MayJet, Jessica && Lydia came over to my house to work on our STAR NIE project. Which, if I may remind you all, ISNT DONE YET!!! But we managed to finish off the poster although its tagline-less. =( We're all for conserving water!! And I know EeXin is jealous coz she didnt get to hang out with US~ ♪

Its simple but funny && effective LOL. Taglines anyone??

ROFLMFAO

2008-05-20T17:23:00.002+08:00

HAHA. I just read the funniest thing on my class blog. And decided to post it there coz its just too damn good. xD

Kelas yang tadi bercempera tiada guru, kini menjadi senyap sunyi. Ini adalah kerana guru yang paling digeruni telah masuk ke dalam kelas. Wajahnya garang seperti Jin yang tidak ada Shamsudin. Kalau hendak tahu ikutilah pelajaran cikgu ini.

Murid-murid: Selamat pagi, cikgu.
Cikgu: (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja?Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid-murid: Selamat pagi,petang,senja, malam, tengah malam, subuh,cikguuuuuu!
Cikgu: Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid-murid: Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu: Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik . Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tenteng perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat dan padu, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu,faham?
Murid-murid: Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu: Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid-murid: (senyap)
Cikgu: Pandai!
Murid-murid: Bodoh!
Cikgu: Tinggi!
Murid-murid: Rendah!
Cikgu: Jauh!
Murid-murid: Dekat!
Cikgu: Berjaya!
Murid-murid: Usno!
Cikgu: Salah!
Murid-murid: Betul!
Cikgu: Bodoh!
Murid-murid: Pandai!
Cikgu: Bukan!
Murid-murid: Ya!
Cikgu: Oh Tuhan!
Murid-murid: Oh Hamba!
Cikgu: Dengar ini!
Murid-murid: Dengar itu!
Cikgu: Diam!
Murid-murid: Bising!
Cikgu: Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid-murid: Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu: Mati aku!
Murid-murid: Hidup kami!
Cikgu: Rotan baru tau!
Murid-murid: Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu: Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid-murid: Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu: Kamu gila!
Murid-murid: Kami siuman!
Cikgu: Cukup! Cukup!
Murid-murid: Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu: Sudah! Sudah!
Murid-murid: Belum! Belum!
Cikgu: Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid-murid: Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu: Oh! Melawan!
Murid-murid: Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu: Kurang ajar!
Murid-murid: Cukup ajar!
Cikgu: Habis aku!
Murid-murid: Kekal kami!
Cikgu: O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid-murid: K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu: Sudah, bodoh!
Murid-murid: Belum, pandai!
Cikgu: Berdiri!
Murid-murid: Duduk!
Cikgu: Saya kata USNO salah!
Murid-murid: Kami dengar BERJAYA betul!
Cikgu: Bangang kamu ni!
Murid-murid: Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu: Rosak!
Murid-murid: Baik!
Cikgu: Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!
Murid-murid: Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu: (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)Sebentar kemudian, loceng pun berdering.

Murid-murid merasa lega kerana guru yang paling ditakuti oleh mereka telah keluar. Walau bagaimanapun, mereka merasa bangga kerana telah dapat menjawab kesemua soalan cikgu tadi, tetapi esok masih ada. Cikgu itu pasti akan datang utk mengajar perkara baru.

Totally ROFLMFAO material. ;D

いつも自分自身に誠実でいなさい。

2008-05-20T16:35:00.007+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR!

I know a lot of you are worried about me after my last post. But seriously dont worry about me lol. I'm the psycho gf remember? And for a little fun Japanese word play.. 最高 // さいこう // pronounced as saikou, which sounds a lot like psycho actually means of highest authority or supremacy in Japanese. Isnt that interesting? I taught you guys something new haha. (´∀｀)

But seriously, everything's okay now and I'm as happy as a clam. I dont know why they use 'clam' but I think it sounds cute. ;D Things worked out, it always works out. =) And I know we wouldnt have gotten this far if we didnt really love each other. =) So. *hugs* ^^"

I still have the PJ exam to take but who cares. =\ I was reading the textbook a little coz I'm just plain bored right now && I just totally totally love reading about health issues/dieting/etc. And I stumbled upon.....

HUBUNGAN SEKS ABNORMAL

Before you say anything Crystal, remember that your mind isnt all that clean too kay? (ーωー) Anyhoo, they touched on homosexuality and bisexuals, listing it under "hubungan seks abnormal". Idk why but somehow I felt like laughing after reading it in my textbook. They didnt say much though.

I've got Physics again tonight. And the oh-so-bad Jamie and KaYee arent going for tuition AGAIN. UGH. Three times already. I have a feeling Jamie is gonna text me AGAIN and tell me she's not going tonight and to have fun dating in tuition. -___-" You guys are so ebil. ='( Hopefully Joanna and etcs are going. D:

Oh oh oh, I went to JJ the other day with Krishan. Shopping spree DOH. I ended up buying everything while Krishan hardly bought anything. T_T We went to MNG, like 3 times. Seriously I'm so glad MNG opened here. o(≧∀≦)o I definitely came home with lots of clothes == HAPPINESS! xD

Dad : So Jusco can close down now la?
Me : Huh?
Dad : Since you already bought the whole of Jusco they might as well close down. =\
Me : Eheh. -____-"

I'm too lazy to post pictures of what I bought.

by la muerta bonita
I just love the shirt. xD

by silentprotext
"Right to Heterosexuality. Left to Homosexuality.
In between Stop sign for Bisexuality."
His interpretation.

intoxicated

2008-05-19T18:41:00.004+08:00

I seriously need to vent.

You told me your credit ran out again.. You like, reloaded on Friday. Seriously wtf. Its like this every week.. And you dont know how much it hurts without you around. Pfft, I dont think you even bother to come to my blog anymore so I doubt you'd even know I'm pissed. Who are you texting anyway? I'm trying like, crazy hard to trust you. And you know trust doesnt come easily for me. But how can I keep trusting you if your credit keeps finishing so fast but you hardly text me, when you take half an hour to effin reply me. I honestly feel very fed up. But you know you're the one I love. Maybe you'll understand when I give you the same treatment. Maybe I should text others more and take longer to reply you and let you start wondering who am I spending all my time with.

If you text me 20 times, he already texted me 100 times. I seriously spend more time with him. And I realize I'm starting to depend on him more. Coz you're never fuckin around. And he's always there. When I'm sad, or even when I'm happy about something, you're not there for me to tell you about it. I put you first, before anyone else, but it sometimes feels like I'm not one of your priorities anymore. I was really looking forward to after your exams coz I thought we could like spend more time together since I've been practically ignored coz you were studying and all. Which I understand coz studies come first. You told me you'd make it up to me after exams. Dont effin let it be another one of your empty promises.

Dont give me a good reason to start cheating on you.

...

2008-05-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

You make me sick.
"Sorry. I feel bad."
Then why dont you do anything about it.

And then you text me before you sleep.
And I cant be mad at you anymore.
I make myself sick.

He doesnt fill in for you.

僕って君のために生きてるんだよ。

2008-05-02T18:09:00.010+08:00

From me to you.

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Here with me, do you see your all I need

OH AND AND AND

I have this sudden obsession for pianists. Maksim in particular. Gosh he's amazing. And did I mention he's hot? o(≧∀≦)o The way his fingers fly across the piano is such a TURN ON. ❤❤ He's a musical genius. *__* I want someone to play the piano that beautifully to me. D:

And his videos are amazing! I just love watching him play and I love how he puts in little ballet scenes in his videos. ^-^ Seriously, you all should go listen. Want any songs? Come find me. ;D

Oh, went to JJ yesterday. Bought some shoes with mom. ;D

Nice? （｡◕‿◕｡)

4:44

2008-04-23T14:37:00.003+08:00

Did you miss me?

I'm suffocating without you..

Sorry for my long absence. I was without internet for quite awhile. And surprisingly I realized I'm not too depended on the internet. I can DEFINITELY live without it. =D

Anyhoo, my mom && dad bought me a new watch! =D I've been eyeing it for awhile now.. Ever since Science and Maths trip which was in.. March. Everytime I pass by the watch shop, I'll go..

"Isnt that watch really nice??"
"Wah, that watch is so cool!"
"This watch is very popular now.."
(´∀｀)

Hoping my parents would get the hint lol. And they finally got me the watch! Got it from parade, its an ODM watch. ;D

I have the white one. ;D

My watch kicks butt.

And for those who havent noticed.. I finally took off my braces! My dentist didnt even TELL me she was taking it out that day. Was totally shocked but happy. =DD God it was so effin scary when she took the metal bits out. Thought my teeth were gonna crack. （゜Ａ゜）Gonna get my retainers laterrr~ (◡‿◡✿) And I know MayJet is totally jealous coz she's been wearing her braces for like.. 5 years. While I only wore for.. 1 and a half years. NYAHAHAH!

On a random note, I realized that everyday when I check the clock in the evening.. The time is always 4:44pm. Or if I woke up in the middle of the night, the time will be 4:44am. Does anyone else have this problem? I dont really believe in bad omen and stuff but I just found it amusing. 8D

Oh my aunt sent me this link.. Its pretty interesting. If you wanna feed hungry people, clicky! And no, you cant feed yourself Crystal.

FEED!

There isn't any medicine to make this love and solicitation effective.

身を焦がす。

2008-04-12T12:41:00.004+08:00

Courtesy of Stickgirl

Cant help but smile when you call~

Thanks to EeXin for introducing Stickgirl to me! Her blog is totally interesting and fun to see. ^-^
Kenny Sia featured her too!

Anyways, you finally reloaded so I'm in quite a good mood. I think I was really close to dying of boredom without you. （゜Ａ゜） I remember when I went through months without talking to you coz your phone was messed up or something. We e-mailed like everyday LOL. Thinking of that made me happy too. (´∀｀)

Just cam back from GB Concert. GOOD JOB METOY! =) It was a little rocky at the start but I think more and more of us got into that hyped concert frenzy after warming up with a couple of songs. Me & Dawn & EeXin & Glenna thoroughly enjoyed ourselves jumping up and down lol. I even felt a little dizzy after jumping so much. @__@ Even KaYee, PhuiYan and Jamie joined us! Although they're not in GB. ^-^

&&& OMG. Jessica, seriously I think you have enough fans to start off your own official fan club. The juniors in fornt of us were practically melting/swooning/gonna faint/legs getting weak everytime you sang lol. Even Dawn was shocked. XD Glenna said Jessica could be a lead singer of a band or something. ;D

Enjoyed the mime presentation too. I LOVED THE CGBC's Easter Mime Show thing (thanks MJ for inviting me) and the GB Concert one was good too. I think the message is pretty strong so hopefully everyone got the message la. =)

Me & EeXin were indulging in a little Relient K after the concert lol. I so wanna own one of their albums.. Must stop by Gladsounds one day. ^^ I just love their song Failure to Excommunicate

Jesus loves the out casts,
He loves the ones the world just loves to hate.

Let your faith shine right through.
You know its the world versus Jesus & you.

Ahem, you all know what to get me for my bday. =)

Somebody from V3 the other day asked Jessica..

Girl : What do I do if someone in my class is a lesbian? Ahem.
Jessica : Tell the teacher lah.
Girl : Teacher dont believe...
Jessica : Then cannot do anything.

Haha. Somehow I found it funny.

i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell..

2008-04-08T14:43:00.004+08:00

icon courtesy of loveholic18 =)

Haha, I really like that icon. Anyhoo, MAJOR NEWS!!! Jump back to last week.. There was an indian girl found lying on the road in secondary school pinafore.. And that very same girl fainted right after leaving the toilet this morning.. I heard that she has brain tumor and was admitted to the hospital. An ambulance came this morning to get her.. Gosh, all 5S1 rakyat craned out necks to check out the ambulance. And then the siren sounded which meant like it was pretty serious.. MayJet prayed for her. And I really hope she'll get better.. Although I duno her, she's still an MGS-ian. So lets all pray/hope/wish for her to get better. =)

On the other hand.. I'm sure the 5S1 people know about my incident..

There I was happily doing my Bio experiment and dying my hands pink and red with the eosine solution or something. 10 minutes before school was over, I started having a pretty bad tummy ache. And I was suppose to stay back so I got up to ask Pn. Kalliamal to let me call my dad.. When I got up, I instantly started to black out. Seriously effin scary. I could barely see in front of me, all I could see was black. Being the awesome deskmate that she is, MayJet quickly aided me to sit down as I was starting to lose balance already.. I rested my head on the table and I could hear a lot of people talking to me. But somehow everything sounded so distant, I could barely hear what anyone said.. Whether I open or close my eyes, its the same. All black. If that was what it feels like to faint, I dont ever wanna effin faint in my life again. I was sweating like a COW lol, the table was getting wet and it was cold sweat. People started taking off my tie and unbuckling my pinafore. Pn. Kalliamal said it could be lack of glucose. But I really dont think so. I ADORE EVERYTHING GLUCOSE. Chocolate, candy, lollipop, cakes.. =\ And this is the first time such a thing has ever happened to me.

So my dad came to pick me up. He was really worried, and kept saying I dont eat enough. My face is too small because lack of food, this is the balasan for being so choosy with food. But I've been a small eater all my life. And if I fainted due to lack of nutrients, shouldnt I have fainted a long time ago? Anyways, my dad told me about my school guard lol. Oh yeah, he drove into the school. I felt so special LOL. Here's basically what the guard told my dad..

Guard : Eh, drive slow slow ok?
Dad : Okok.
Inside my dad's head : CRAZY AH YOU! ANYTHING COULD BE HAPPENING TO MY DAUGHTER NOW. And you want me to drive slow, should be thankful I didnt bust the gate down. =\

Thats my dad for you lol. -___-""

I'm feeling much better now so no need to worry lah everyone. I wanna thank my amazing classmates also who took care of me during my Bio lab incident. First, Pn. Kalliamal, she made sure I was alright and waited until my dad came for me. MayJet, thanks for calling my dad and taking my books for me with Ka Yee. Jamie + YeeSan, thanks for your water and green tea sweet lol. And thanks for helping me wipe off my sweat. Yip, thanks for staying with me until my dad came. Dawn, thanks for texting me right after school and asking whether I was okay lol. Everyone else who came to my table, asking whether I was alright and asking me to take care.. Thanks everyone. =) I cant name everyone although I know there was a lot. Sorry lah, my vision that time can only see black, cant even hear people's voice clearly.. But really, I'm glad to have you guys as my classmates. =)

girl, 死んじゃだめ。

2008-04-01T15:26:00.006+08:00

I'm the only one who's still stuck in the past.

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS! I got fooled 6 times. Ugh I hate this day.

Went to the ACS play the other day.. OMG I SAW THE CUTEST GUY EVER!! AND HE'S ONLY IN F4!! So unbelievable coz he looks so mature. ;D Anyway I was staring at him during the entire play so I dont really know what happened in the play lol.

We had some kinda motivational talk and I was quite happy coz I got to miss 2 period of Chem. =) We were asked to do some kinda career survey. I didnt find anything that I liked also in the survey.. Apparently I'm more inclined to design. I actually wanted to be a doctor but the things related to doctor-ing was like..

Taking care of the elderly.
Teaching blind people how to read.
Helping people to walk with crutches.

It sounds more like a nurse.. So I chose design mostly. It was stupid so I didnt really care about the results. Heck, when they asked for my ambition, I even wrote supermodel and the reason -- because I want to be beautiful && I'm shallow minded. I dont care what those seminar people think of my answer lol.

And lately I've been feeling pretty insecure.. And moody. Although I already promised I'd only smile coz you dont like to see me moody right. Right. Things just really dont seem okay and I feel very unsatisfied. And I keep comparing you to someone else. Cant help it, I find myself wishing you were more like the person. Guess I just really wanna see you again.

Anyone else who's sexually frustrated?

ka yees randomness

2008-04-01T15:10:00.002+08:00

The Rules:-
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

Random fact :

1. I used to enjoy staying back alone in school. I didnt mind sitting alone behind Trinity Hall, just thinking to myself.

2. I know I keep saying I want to be a doctor/neurologist. But I actually have a secret ambition but I'm too shy to say it.

3. I worry sometimes because I like too many people at once.

4. I like dreaming about myself in different lives. As in being a billionaire's daughter, being a dog, having the power to put thoughts into people's minds, etc etc.

5. I like the smell of petrol, marker pens, glues, those kinda stuff.

6. I refuse to eat seafood and if the food has a lot of things mixed in it, I'll separate it all. For example, fried kuay teow mixed with egg, veggies, tauge.. I'll separate them.

7. I dont like people who like bands because they look good. And I dont like people who think they're cool because they listen to obscure bands nobody knows.

8. If you do something bad to me, I'll remember it for life.

Not tagging anyone~

may jets randomness

2008-03-31T17:08:00.002+08:00

1. What is your favourite food?
Chocolate, like DOH. Ice cream. Anything sweet. Lollipops! And and and pizza. ;D

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Haha yeah. I'm so glad I did not regret to the person I gave it to. Coz that would suck.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
MAYJET! -- Because she'll be my entertainment on the island. =)
PINEAPPLE! -- Because I dont think I can do without you.
JAMIE! -- Because we'll never run out of topics.

And if I could..
DRUMMER BOY! -- OMG. Because he just rocks. o(≧∀≦)o

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
This is too easy. JAPAN!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
One dream? To be rich and famous. LOL.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Isnt that like.. a scientific fact lol?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Uhh, my life? I'm not done with my life yet..

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
If the time is right~

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
FUNNY!! xD
An amazing pianist. *cough* =)
And and and, most definitely caring. ^-^

10. What's the one thing you like about yourself?
Everything. Because no one's perfect. But I'm ALMOST perfect. And did I mention perasan? v(｀∀´v)

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
I try not to hate people. Unless you seriously bug me. D:

12. What is your ambition?
Wow, we just had a motivational talk to day about your career paths. Mine was more inclined to design. =) But I'm pretty sure I want to be a neurologist. =)

13. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I'd follow MJ and say both. If my mood quite good, I'd definitely work on that fault to improve myself. But if I'm bad mooding, wah you're gonna kena from me. xD

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love. I seriously think you'd go crazy with a life without love. o-O

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Kind of. But sometimes I cant find anything to buy so I just dont shop. But if I'm like surrounding in tons of awesome stuff, you better run away coz I'll start borrowing money from you LOL.

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
I thought I already described the person?? Anyway its MayJet. You all know MayJet right? So no need to describe. XD

17. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
Uhh. Stare? I'm not good at handling all this. I'd probably back away from the scene. o-O

19. What makes you different?
I choose to be abnormal. Coz people will remember me better. =)

20. When is your birthday?
August 21.

People who I wanna tag:
Anyone who feels like doing this tag. Too lazy to list names coz they prolly already did it. =\

淫語しましょう。。

2008-03-25T16:50:00.005+08:00

From now on, I'll smile even if it hurs. If it would make you happy.

Okay, a long awaited update.. In case anyone was wondering, the blog isnt dead yet. Almost dead but I revived it (w00t!) (´∀｀)

Anyway today in school, Pn. Lim (Physics teacher) called me to see her at the office. So I went lah, throughout the whole long journey from S1 to Staff Room, its like North Pole to South Pole, I kept thinking..

OH SHIT. I knew it was too good to be true that I got 85 for my Physics. D:

BUT. Then when I saw her she said..

Pn. Lim : Eh Audrey, you got 100 for Ekons right?
Me : ......??
Pn. Lim : Didnt know your ekonomi asas was so good. Oh and did you submit your marks for Bible Knowledge to your class teacher?
Me : Teacher I didnt take BK..
Pn. Lim : Eh?? Then what about your Tasawuf Islam? You got your marks already?
Me : Uhm. I didnt take ANY extra subjects.
Pn. Lim : AIYORRR.

HAHA. Lets see how many things are wrong with that conversation.. FIRST. I would never EVER take BK or Tasawuf Islam.. Like, hello? (ーωー;) And then isnt BK and Tasawuf Islam bertentangan? Oh wells. And apparently I got 19 marks for Tasawuf Islam lol.

Anyhoo, when I checked my jumlah markah for piawai.. I got 1150 marks. Fuiyoh. Everybody else in my class got 750++. Imagine, I beat them all by 400 marks. v(｀∀´v) But then Pn. Lim betulkan the marks already...

Oh and I learnt an interesting term today....

"SEXSOMNIAC"

Meaning : Sleep sex.

Sexsomnia is similar to sleep walking and causes people to commit sexual acts while they are asleep. People suffering from this are able to pleasure themselves, dirty talk, moan, have oral sex and even sexual intercourse while sleeping! Fuiyoh. There was a case in Australia, a woman was reported as leaving her house at night and having sex with strangers while sleepwalking~ ♪

Randomness

2008-03-14T18:55:00.002+08:00

Because I had nothing better to do, I thought why not just get this over with~

5 Things In My Bag
I'll take 'bag' as in going out bag lol.

iPod
Phone
Wallet
Lip Gloss
Candy/Chocolate

5 Things Found In My Wallet

Money (doh!?) Quoting Crystal ;D
Various Member Cards
Sweet cards/notes You made
Hair clip
Movie tickets

5 Favorite Things In My Room

Laptop
Jrock posters
Shelves of Awesome stuff 8D
Bubbly bed
Wardrobe full of Awesome clothes 8DD

5 Things I Always Wanted To Do

Attend Jrock concerts
Live in Japan
Meet Miyavi and die happy
Dance in the rain with my lover
Become a millionaire/billionaire/gazzilionaire LOL

5 Things I'm Currently Into

If a person is counted as a 'thing' then of course I'd say my Cookie!
Everything Japan. Because Japan is Awesome.
Hair, because its the first thing I look at when I see someone
My friends
pr0n ;D

List Out The Top 5 Presents You Wish For

I already have everything I need if I've got You. =D
Money
Money
iPod Touch
More money. Because I can have anything I want with enough money LOL.

The Person Who Tagged You Is

The ultimately lame Crystal Lam Kah Mun

Your 5 Impressions Of Her

Sweet?? LOL
Funny & easy to talk to
Gets confused easily =D
Fun to kacau~
Talented

Most Memorable Thing She Has Done To You

Done TO me or Done FOR me? LOL. I'll take it as done for me. xD A lot. I dont think I can list it all here. =\

If She Becomes Your Lover, You Will

Since its If.. I think I'll be happy coz I think she's an awesome person and I feel really comfortable around her. Plus I get to kacau her and she cant complain LOL.

If She Becomes Your Enemy, The Reason Will Be

Haha. For awhile I really didnt wanna talk to you, remember? Anyway I think it'll be because she lied to me over something big.

Pass This Quiz to 5 People You Wish To Know How They Feel About You

MayJet
KarYen
PhuiYan
KaYee
amano =)

I'm done!

やった! v(｀∀´v)

2008-03-11T10:02:00.007+08:00

Happy day, oh happy day~ ☆

I recently got my Nintendo DS! On Sunday. ;D I'm totally glad I bought it, I was eyeing it actually but I decided to get the PSP instead.. Which I seldom play now. D: ANYHOO. I was kinda afraid to ask my dad.. Coz. I dont know. But he was in a good mood so yay!

Me : Dad, uhmm. I was thinking..of getting a..Nintendo DS..?
Dad : Oh? Whats that?
Me : Its like a PSP. But better. And cuter. And cheaper. xD
Dad : Okay, lets go tonight.
Me : *victory dancing in my head* w00t!

So we headed over to Parade to get my DS. I didnt really like the colors they had there. So I chose silver. Which isnt so bad. You cant really see the silver coz I have a pink crystal casing on my DS. So its..silvery pink. o-O

And I got an R4 like Kouri recommended. Its something like a memory stick thing. And I get to have 20 games in it. =) So yeah, I went a little wild choosing games. >:D Some of the games I took.. Nintedogs : Lab and Friends, Drawn to Life, Touch Detective, Oh oh oh, and I totally ADORE Nintedogs. (・∀・) Its so interactive, and I can actually talk to my dog and train it and give commands and such. Ahh, 凄い!

No, this isnt my Nintendogs version. But its cute. So I wanted to put it up lol.

And I found this cute Nintendogs wallpaper! And I chose that dog as my pet. ;D

Also, I've been thinking of cutting my hair short. And..I did it yesterday. It didnt turn out exactly like how I wanted it to be. I've never had a haircut where it turned out like how I want it to be. =___= But but, I think its not so bad.. Be easy on me. =o

Going out to Kopitiam later for Kit Yee's party. Kinda excited. Coz..everyone's gonna see me with short hair lol.

My Reason for Being

2008-03-07T18:02:00.008+08:00

Somewhat heavy on images. ^^"

I guess my blog was in need of an update. =\ Well, I recently got a new room. Okay, not so recently. Like, a month back? My cousin moved out so I got to move in, woo! And my parents let me pick out most of the furniture. ;D And my mom just ADORES Ikea so most of my room items are from there. o-O Here are the pics! ☆

Whee! My dad let me use his camera~ The shutter sound, the feeling of its weight in hands.. Uwahhh~ *o*

My bubbly bed! =3 Its a pull out bed so its actually..2 BEDS IN ONE OMGWTF?! 8D

A close up of my pillow and DUCKIE. Awhh. ♪ My bed is really comfy. I swear once you lie down, you dont wanna get up. =\

My bookshelf full of intelligence inducing books.

The mirror I bought in Ikea. I love the sides. Its all velvety when you touch. ;D

My collection of trophies and medals. Jealous? LOL. As I grew older, I became more passive.. =__=

I got these kawaii origami dolls when I went to Japan! ♪ Cute yes? And very time consuming, I presume..

My music player thingamajig. 8D My source of music entertainment.

And onto JROCK related stuffles in my room..

My AnCafe poster that came with the Cure mag I bought. =3 Framed beautifully by me. xD

My awesome SUPER HUGE Meever poster which I adore to bits. Because its him. =) Got it from a Miyavi DVD.

My mostly JRock CD collection.

More CDs. =)

Miyavi CDs. o(≧∀≦)o

Photobooks full of Miyavi goodness. =D

My JRock magazine subscriptions. =)

私は異なる。。

2008-03-03T18:12:00.003+08:00

Was reading MayJet's blog. A Sam Tet guy took his life in Parade? Eh? Anyone know anything more about it??

I found something that MayJet said was extremely funny. So I wanna share~

God created Adam and Eve.
Not Adam and many Eves.
Not Eve and many Adams.
And not Adam and Steve!!!

HAHA. ;D I've got a headache. D:

why do you keep doing that thing you do

2008-03-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

Its so obvious I dont like it when you do.. Its so obvious that it hurts when you do. You apologize but you do the same thing again? Its not the first time. Kinda makes me sad. And it ruined my night seriously. Dont you realize? I dont wanna keep talking about it coz I'll sound annoying and naggy. And insecure. But sometimes.. I think its you who makes me insecure. Still, I cant help loving you.

あなたを想っている

2008-02-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

ずっと繰り返してた ずっと悲しませてばかりだった
きっとあなたさえも傷付けて 僕は動けぬまま
あなたに触れる事が 何故 こんなに苦しいのですか?
きっと同じ事を繰り返しあなたを 失ってしまうのが怖かったから

寄り添う事で拭おうとした 忘れ切れなかった日を
あなたは何も聞かずに この手を握ってくれたね

明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
きっと変わらず愛している。

辛い事さえ 忘れるくらい
あなたを想っている
会えない夜を数える度に
焦がれる胸
かけ違いの寂しさ募る どうか一人きりで泣かないで
どんなに離れていても 信じ合える二人でいよう

どうかこのまま
笑っていたい
あなたを傷付けさせないで
時が経つ度 薄れて行った
あんな想い 繰り返したくない
明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
きっと変わらず愛している。
どうか 僕だけを 見つめていて
どうか この手が 解けぬよう

"Because everything reminds me of you.."

Dropped my contact

2008-02-29T18:29:00.002+08:00

OMG. I just got back from Maziah. We had her test today. And I, unlike SOME people, attended like a good student. ;D Not bad lah the test, me and MayJet crapped a lot.

Just before the test was starting.. My left eye felt itchy so like any normal person I rubbed my eye lah. Then.. *rub rub rub* SHIT! My contact fell out and dropped on the floor. I'm One-Eye-Blind! \o/ I didnt have my solution with me so couldnt put it back on.. Its dirty. Ew. So I did the whole test being blind on my left eye. Congratulate me for doing such an impossible thing! (ノ∀｀)ノ

I was giving a pretty big reaction when my contact dropped and Maziah thought I cedera or something.. She offered me a container filled with water to put my contact in, better than keeping it in the dry air. >.< And she hadiahkan a free water bottle to me! =D

Other than that, we were talking as usual lah during the exam. And MayJet pointed out that the MC people were discussing the questions also. That was reassuring to see coz I seriously thought they were robotic geniuses.

And then PhuiYan started talking about Wong Kah Wor?, whateverhisname, the politician who's face is plastered everywhere in Ipoh. Apparently PhuiYan and Debbie thinks he's cute. I was like..

"....??!?!"
"HAH? *jaw drop*"

Me and Zoe were 'HAH-ing' together. Coz he's SO not cute. His hair is like bombed. And somehow he looks old and young. At the same time. @__@

I also realized I laugh A LOT with MayJet around lol.

あなたがいなくて淋しいです。

2008-02-26T17:49:00.002+08:00

"君が必要だ。

愛してる。"

Just like with Kiern's "LOVE" picture, I was attracted to this one as well. Love is just awesome right? xD

Felt like I somehow needed to update about something, anything. =\ Anyhoo, just got back from school~ And last year's school magazine arrived today! (・ω・)/ I kinda like the cover, it definitely looks different than previous covers although the graphic designers, myself included wasnt overall satisfied with it lah. I guess there were a lot of mistakes and typos.. But I dont think people would notice unless we point it out?

For example.. An essay was written by Tan Sok Wai. But the magazine said Dawn Ong Sok Wai wrote the essay. And then and then, Kirthana's name became Keertana. Menswtkan.

On a better note, the paper quality is much better. It looks much more pro now! =)

And I feel really bad about someone.. Me, EeXin and Debbie designed the Edi Board page showing the members, and we left someone out! We totally forgot although we kept thinking whether we've left anyone out.. Haih, I guess because of that we felt really guilty and not that happy about getting the magazine.. We better find some way to apologize to her coz she was REALLY unhappy about it..

Ugh exams start this Thursday for me. Sejarah and Bio first, my sejarah isnt 'tim' yet. \o/ Although I'm sure you have nothing to worry about, honestly compared to you I feel like a pig. But I cant wait for exams to be over. Coz then I can lepak. And if I can lepak it means I can see you. =) Seriously you should just come to my school and study there lol.

Post-LTC

2008-02-24T17:20:00.002+08:00

まだ生きている!!

Okay, I just got back from LTC~ Which means I made it out alive. (´∀｀)
やった!!

I dont have the pics yet but when I get them, I'll post 'em up. Maybe. Perhaps. If I'm not lazy. ;D When we first boarded the bus at 6am on Saturday, we were all hyper energetic kids. And when we came back we were walking dead zombies. \o/

I had fun I guess, although I didnt eat lunch and dinner, then breakfast and lunch. The food there just isnt my kinda taste lar. The fish..everyone seemed to get either the head or tail. I dont even know how to eat the body properly so eating the head/tail would be a real challenge.. Also they served some kinda grey chicken in murky grey gravy. (o-O) Luckily I had my stash of buns! Or I would've fainted halfway through the obstacle race..

We did "jungle" trekking. Honestly we just walked through a kelapa sawit plantation. No leeches, so all my anti-leech socks, leech repellent and salt were wasted lol. Compared to LTC '06, this was just a walk in a park~ After that we did the flying fox, where we had to go across the river as you can see in the pictures below.. I was pretty freaked out lah, coz I'm super duper afraid of heights. But in the end it was pretty fun, I kesian Yip coz I screamed my head off in a super high frequency meaning super high pitch lol. We all got wet in the river. -__-"

Next day we did some senamrobik thing. Whatever, then we had the obstacle race lah. I takut coz I though we have to wade through ponds. Ponds + Mud = PACAT! And the guy working there (who Momo thinks is CUTE) kept scaring us about pacat pacat pacat. So I asked him lah..

Me : Abang.. Boleh angkat saya tak? Saya takut pacat lah.. *shows cute face*

But inside I felt like he was lying. Coz he was smiling too much.

KaiTeng : Eh, kalau abang tipu kami. Nanti abang kena terjun dalam Sungai Perak!

HAHA. In the end no pacat also. Wanted to stranggle that guy only.. OH YEAH. That place is infested with BEES!! KayLynn, Isabelle and Lavanyah got stung. OMG SO FREAKIN SCARY. The bees were flying around while we did senamrobik. So all of us were screaming and running here running there. Eesh.

And all I could think about throughout the camp was. Ice. Cold. Coke. McD. Sundae. OMG. But I'm back home already and as I am typing this, I'm happily eating my McD Sundae~ ☆

楽しく遊んできなさい。でも森の中で道に迷わないように。

2008-02-22T17:07:00.001+08:00

Well, as most of my friends know, I'll be having the Leadership Training CAMP (LTC) with my fellow prefects and librarians -- at first I thought it was Leadership Training Course but actually its 'camp' after being corrected by Debbie. =\ We'll be off to Nur Lembah Lenggong which is somewhere in Perak where the Zaman Paleolitik or something occured whatever.

I'll be sitting in the bus with KaiTeng, Jamie and YeeSan yayyyy! ;D Oh I should bring some snacks also. OMG AND YOU KNOW WHAT. The teacher said we can only bring RM20 to the trip.. My dad was like, "HAR? My daughter already spends RM15 for Starbucks coffee, so the RM5 she'll just use to buy tissue paper." UGH. My dad is so sarcastic sometimes. Of course I made it clear to him that there isnt any Starbucks outlet there. Or it would be somewhat habitable. xD

We'll seriously be toughing it out. Because apparently the showers there are out in the open. Meaning..I can see you and you can see me. w00t. (・∀・) HAHA, we'll be having Jungle Trekking which means PACAT! I'll be wearing some anti-pacat socks because I'm a princess like that. ~_~ And then there'll be the flying fox over the river.. I never liked heights so I think I'm really gonna freak when we do the flying fox. Oh oh, I'm going to Parade later to stock on supplies. LOL, I make it sound as if I'm going into the woods and never coming back.. (ーωー) Hopefully I'll come back in one piece on Monday...

Some shots of the place~ ♪

絶対彼氏

2008-02-21T18:56:00.005+08:00

I'm back like promised. =) Just finished drum lesson, its one of my highlights of the week lol. Anyhoo, I dont really know what to post. Seriously. I just wanna make my blog look good by having more than one post LOL.

I've been reading some manga lately. Prefer reading than watching coz you gotta use your brain more to analyze whats happening in the panels.. xD I finished reading Death Note, Dogs and Zettai Kareshi (which is my blog title) in about 3 weeks. =D Not bad actually.

Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend) isnt a manga I'd usually read, seeing how love themed it is. I prefer murder, guns & swords, blood and supernatural genres. xD But Zettai Kareshi really did keep me reading until the very last chapter. I know Ee Xin will say its a "shallow minded" story. I can be deep minded and shallow minded whenever I want okayy. xD The manga's about a girl, Riiko, who's utterly hopeless in love. She's been rejected like a gazillion times (ouch~) and decides to sign up online for a free trial of a "perfect robot boyfriend". The robot boyfriend, Night, is SUPER CUTE. I seriously wouldnt mind having him eventhough he's a robot. Sweet, intelligent, cute, funny, perverted in a good way, can cook amazing food and best of all he treats you like a princess! *melts* There are so many sweet moments, when Night stood up for Riiko, when eventhough the whole school was all over him, he couldnt see anyone but Riiko.. Okay, so maybe inside me there's a teensy weensy bit that is a hopeless romantic. x__x The manga is also FULL of humor, I seriously lol-ed a lot of times. It may seem a little cliched at times but somehow I really wouldnt mind rereading this. Its cute seeing Night trying to get Riiko in bed with him LOL. He never gives up. xD xD And its interesting seeing how the robot and the girl start to develop real feelings for each other.. Oh and did I mention Night has a FANCLUB is his school? That is so insane. Imagine, a fanclub worshipping me. *__* Plus there are some naked scenes. Because Night was actually designed for..ahem-ing. So I guess he's pretty specialized in that LOL. And he seems to like taking his clothes off randomly. xD I highly recommend the manga if you have some free time to kill. =)

Night : I'll apologize when we get home by getting naked for you~ ;D
Riiko : \O/

My one-stop spot for manga >>>>> OneManga o(≧∀≦)o

バレンタインデーおめでとう

2008-02-21T17:48:00.009+08:00

ええ?
audreyはブログしていますか?!
真逆!! (o․O) "

Okay, I decided to start blogging AGAIN although everyone knows it'll only be a matter of time before I abandon this place again. xD Anyhoo, came back from Victoria practice. I GOT '1' MARK FOR RUNNING! AND I DIDNT FALL DOWN! Damn, I'm proud of myself. =) See, I told you I'd contribute at least one point to my house. Unlike some people. ~_~

Hmm, I honestly dont know what to post. -__-" Uhh should I talk about Vday? My Vday was okay I guess. I went to Parade. =D Was only there for like an hour. But seeing you was worth it. Although you were tired. And moody. LOL. Did anyone get awesome Vday presents? But its not about the presents, but the person you were with. But I dont mind getting presents. If anyone wants to give me Vday gifts, its not too late! Because apparently today is Vday on the Chinese calendar or whatever according to the lame Zhi Hui who overwhelms me with her lameness. Is she sneezing now?

Some pictures of my sweet Vday gifts. Awww. :3 Really like them a lot~ Dont be jealous LOL. Little blurry coz I took with my phone. x__x

A heart in a bottle with a sweet letter! ❤

Gotta squint a little to see the writing lol.

I'm still having FV's keychain. xD The hearts keychain is one of those pair keychain thingies. ❤

Might come back later~