I'm the only one who's still stuck in the past.

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS! I got fooled 6 times. Ugh I hate this day.

Went to the ACS play the other day.. OMG I SAW THE CUTEST GUY EVER!! AND HE'S ONLY IN F4!! So unbelievable coz he looks so mature. ;D Anyway I was staring at him during the entire play so I dont really know what happened in the play lol.

We had some kinda motivational talk and I was quite happy coz I got to miss 2 period of Chem. =) We were asked to do some kinda career survey. I didnt find anything that I liked also in the survey.. Apparently I'm more inclined to design. I actually wanted to be a doctor but the things related to doctor-ing was like..

Taking care of the elderly.
Teaching blind people how to read.
Helping people to walk with crutches.

It sounds more like a nurse.. So I chose design mostly. It was stupid so I didnt really care about the results. Heck, when they asked for my ambition, I even wrote supermodel and the reason -- because I want to be beautiful && I'm shallow minded. I dont care what those seminar people think of my answer lol.

And lately I've been feeling pretty insecure.. And moody. Although I already promised I'd only smile coz you dont like to see me moody right. Right. Things just really dont seem okay and I feel very unsatisfied. And I keep comparing you to someone else. Cant help it, I find myself wishing you were more like the person. Guess I just really wanna see you again.

Anyone else who's sexually frustrated?

Hey~lo. I'm razzy aka audrey. 16. Young and loving life. Japan Freak. Nice? Sweet? Music is LIFE. JRock is my music. Friendly when I feel like it. Miyavi Lover. Prominent sweet tooth. Peverted? Refuses to go out without her phone + iPod. Learning Japanese + drums. Interested in webdesign. Has a fetish for hair. Dislikes being emo. Dont talk to her if you're gonna discriminate. Oh, likes talking in third person mode. Hates fakes and plastic girls/boys. Potentially bitchy. Read her blog at your own risk. Not responsible for retardation or hurt feelings after reading.

My E-mail : twiztedbutcute[AT]hotmail.com
My site : japsuki
My Last.fm : razori-sama
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