I seriously need to vent.

You told me your credit ran out again.. You like, reloaded on Friday. Seriously wtf. Its like this every week.. And you dont know how much it hurts without you around. Pfft, I dont think you even bother to come to my blog anymore so I doubt you'd even know I'm pissed. Who are you texting anyway? I'm trying like, crazy hard to trust you. And you know trust doesnt come easily for me. But how can I keep trusting you if your credit keeps finishing so fast but you hardly text me, when you take half an hour to effin reply me. I honestly feel very fed up. But you know you're the one I love. Maybe you'll understand when I give you the same treatment. Maybe I should text others more and take longer to reply you and let you start wondering who am I spending all my time with.

If you text me 20 times, he already texted me 100 times. I seriously spend more time with him. And I realize I'm starting to depend on him more. Coz you're never fuckin around. And he's always there. When I'm sad, or even when I'm happy about something, you're not there for me to tell you about it. I put you first, before anyone else, but it sometimes feels like I'm not one of your priorities anymore. I was really looking forward to after your exams coz I thought we could like spend more time together since I've been practically ignored coz you were studying and all. Which I understand coz studies come first. You told me you'd make it up to me after exams. Dont effin let it be another one of your empty promises.

Dont give me a good reason to start cheating on you.

Hey~lo. I'm razzy aka audrey. 16. Young and loving life. Japan Freak. Nice? Sweet? Music is LIFE. JRock is my music. Friendly when I feel like it. Miyavi Lover. Prominent sweet tooth. Peverted? Refuses to go out without her phone + iPod. Learning Japanese + drums. Interested in webdesign. Has a fetish for hair. Dislikes being emo. Dont talk to her if you're gonna discriminate. Oh, likes talking in third person mode. Hates fakes and plastic girls/boys. Potentially bitchy. Read her blog at your own risk. Not responsible for retardation or hurt feelings after reading.

My E-mail : twiztedbutcute[AT]hotmail.com
My site : japsuki
My Last.fm : razori-sama
My Friendster : x love miyavi x