4:44 @ 2008年4月23日水曜日
Did you miss me?

I'm suffocating without you..

Sorry for my long absence. I was without internet for quite awhile. And surprisingly I realized I'm not too depended on the internet. I can DEFINITELY live without it. =D

Anyhoo, my mom && dad bought me a new watch! =D I've been eyeing it for awhile now.. Ever since Science and Maths trip which was in.. March. Everytime I pass by the watch shop, I'll go..

"Isnt that watch really nice??"
"Wah, that watch is so cool!"
"This watch is very popular now.."

(´∀`)

Hoping my parents would get the hint lol. And they finally got me the watch! Got it from parade, its an ODM watch. ;D

I have the white one. ;D

My watch kicks butt.

And for those who havent noticed.. I finally took off my braces! My dentist didnt even TELL me she was taking it out that day. Was totally shocked but happy. =DD God it was so effin scary when she took the metal bits out. Thought my teeth were gonna crack. (゜A゜)Gonna get my retainers laterrr~ (◡‿◡✿) And I know MayJet is totally jealous coz she's been wearing her braces for like.. 5 years. While I only wore for.. 1 and a half years. NYAHAHAH!

On a random note, I realized that everyday when I check the clock in the evening.. The time is always 4:44pm. Or if I woke up in the middle of the night, the time will be 4:44am. Does anyone else have this problem? I dont really believe in bad omen and stuff but I just found it amusing. 8D

Oh my aunt sent me this link.. Its pretty interesting. If you wanna feed hungry people, clicky! And no, you cant feed yourself Crystal.




There isn't any medicine to make this love and solicitation effective.


身を焦がす。 @ 2008年4月12日土曜日

Courtesy of Stickgirl

Cant help but smile when you call~

Thanks to EeXin for introducing Stickgirl to me! Her blog is totally interesting and fun to see. ^-^
Kenny Sia featured her too!

Anyways, you finally reloaded so I'm in quite a good mood. I think I was really close to dying of boredom without you. (゜A゜) I remember when I went through months without talking to you coz your phone was messed up or something. We e-mailed like everyday LOL. Thinking of that made me happy too. (´∀`)

Just cam back from GB Concert. GOOD JOB METOY! =) It was a little rocky at the start but I think more and more of us got into that hyped concert frenzy after warming up with a couple of songs. Me & Dawn & EeXin & Glenna thoroughly enjoyed ourselves jumping up and down lol. I even felt a little dizzy after jumping so much. @__@ Even KaYee, PhuiYan and Jamie joined us! Although they're not in GB. ^-^

&&& OMG. Jessica, seriously I think you have enough fans to start off your own official fan club. The juniors in fornt of us were practically melting/swooning/gonna faint/legs getting weak everytime you sang lol. Even Dawn was shocked. XD Glenna said Jessica could be a lead singer of a band or something. ;D

Enjoyed the mime presentation too. I LOVED THE CGBC's Easter Mime Show thing (thanks MJ for inviting me) and the GB Concert one was good too. I think the message is pretty strong so hopefully everyone got the message la. =)

Me & EeXin were indulging in a little Relient K after the concert lol. I so wanna own one of their albums.. Must stop by Gladsounds one day. ^^ I just love their song Failure to Excommunicate

Jesus loves the out casts,
He loves the ones the world just loves to hate.

Let your faith shine right through.
You know its the world versus Jesus & you.



Ahem, you all know what to get me for my bday. =)

Somebody from V3 the other day asked Jessica..

Girl : What do I do if someone in my class is a lesbian? Ahem.
Jessica : Tell the teacher lah.
Girl : Teacher dont believe...
Jessica : Then cannot do anything.

Haha. Somehow I found it funny.


i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell.. @ 2008年4月8日火曜日


icon courtesy of loveholic18 =)

Haha, I really like that icon. Anyhoo, MAJOR NEWS!!! Jump back to last week.. There was an indian girl found lying on the road in secondary school pinafore.. And that very same girl fainted right after leaving the toilet this morning.. I heard that she has brain tumor and was admitted to the hospital. An ambulance came this morning to get her.. Gosh, all 5S1 rakyat craned out necks to check out the ambulance. And then the siren sounded which meant like it was pretty serious.. MayJet prayed for her. And I really hope she'll get better.. Although I duno her, she's still an MGS-ian. So lets all pray/hope/wish for her to get better. =)

On the other hand.. I'm sure the 5S1 people know about my incident..

There I was happily doing my Bio experiment and dying my hands pink and red with the eosine solution or something. 10 minutes before school was over, I started having a pretty bad tummy ache. And I was suppose to stay back so I got up to ask Pn. Kalliamal to let me call my dad.. When I got up, I instantly started to black out. Seriously effin scary. I could barely see in front of me, all I could see was black. Being the awesome deskmate that she is, MayJet quickly aided me to sit down as I was starting to lose balance already.. I rested my head on the table and I could hear a lot of people talking to me. But somehow everything sounded so distant, I could barely hear what anyone said.. Whether I open or close my eyes, its the same. All black. If that was what it feels like to faint, I dont ever wanna effin faint in my life again. I was sweating like a COW lol, the table was getting wet and it was cold sweat. People started taking off my tie and unbuckling my pinafore. Pn. Kalliamal said it could be lack of glucose. But I really dont think so. I ADORE EVERYTHING GLUCOSE. Chocolate, candy, lollipop, cakes.. =\ And this is the first time such a thing has ever happened to me.

So my dad came to pick me up. He was really worried, and kept saying I dont eat enough. My face is too small because lack of food, this is the balasan for being so choosy with food. But I've been a small eater all my life. And if I fainted due to lack of nutrients, shouldnt I have fainted a long time ago? Anyways, my dad told me about my school guard lol. Oh yeah, he drove into the school. I felt so special LOL. Here's basically what the guard told my dad..

Guard : Eh, drive slow slow ok?
Dad : Okok.
Inside my dad's head : CRAZY AH YOU! ANYTHING COULD BE HAPPENING TO MY DAUGHTER NOW. And you want me to drive slow, should be thankful I didnt bust the gate down. =\

Thats my dad for you lol. -___-""

I'm feeling much better now so no need to worry lah everyone. I wanna thank my amazing classmates also who took care of me during my Bio lab incident. First, Pn. Kalliamal, she made sure I was alright and waited until my dad came for me. MayJet, thanks for calling my dad and taking my books for me with Ka Yee. Jamie + YeeSan, thanks for your water and green tea sweet lol. And thanks for helping me wipe off my sweat. Yip, thanks for staying with me until my dad came. Dawn, thanks for texting me right after school and asking whether I was okay lol. Everyone else who came to my table, asking whether I was alright and asking me to take care.. Thanks everyone. =) I cant name everyone although I know there was a lot. Sorry lah, my vision that time can only see black, cant even hear people's voice clearly.. But really, I'm glad to have you guys as my classmates. =)


girl, 死んじゃだめ。 @ 2008年4月1日火曜日
I'm the only one who's still stuck in the past.


HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS! I got fooled 6 times. Ugh I hate this day.

Went to the ACS play the other day.. OMG I SAW THE CUTEST GUY EVER!! AND HE'S ONLY IN F4!! So unbelievable coz he looks so mature. ;D Anyway I was staring at him during the entire play so I dont really know what happened in the play lol.

We had some kinda motivational talk and I was quite happy coz I got to miss 2 period of Chem. =) We were asked to do some kinda career survey. I didnt find anything that I liked also in the survey.. Apparently I'm more inclined to design. I actually wanted to be a doctor but the things related to doctor-ing was like..

Taking care of the elderly.
Teaching blind people how to read.
Helping people to walk with crutches.


It sounds more like a nurse.. So I chose design mostly. It was stupid so I didnt really care about the results. Heck, when they asked for my ambition, I even wrote supermodel and the reason -- because I want to be beautiful && I'm shallow minded. I dont care what those seminar people think of my answer lol.

And lately I've been feeling pretty insecure.. And moody. Although I already promised I'd only smile coz you dont like to see me moody right. Right. Things just really dont seem okay and I feel very unsatisfied. And I keep comparing you to someone else. Cant help it, I find myself wishing you were more like the person. Guess I just really wanna see you again.

Anyone else who's sexually frustrated?


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Random fact :

1. I used to enjoy staying back alone in school. I didnt mind sitting alone behind Trinity Hall, just thinking to myself.

2. I know I keep saying I want to be a doctor/neurologist. But I actually have a secret ambition but I'm too shy to say it.

3. I worry sometimes because I like too many people at once.

4. I like dreaming about myself in different lives. As in being a billionaire's daughter, being a dog, having the power to put thoughts into people's minds, etc etc.

5. I like the smell of petrol, marker pens, glues, those kinda stuff.

6. I refuse to eat seafood and if the food has a lot of things mixed in it, I'll separate it all. For example, fried kuay teow mixed with egg, veggies, tauge.. I'll separate them.

7. I dont like people who like bands because they look good. And I dont like people who think they're cool because they listen to obscure bands nobody knows.

8. If you do something bad to me, I'll remember it for life.


Not tagging anyone~


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Hey~lo. I'm razzy aka audrey. 16. Young and loving life. Japan Freak. Nice? Sweet? Music is LIFE. JRock is my music. Friendly when I feel like it. Miyavi Lover. Prominent sweet tooth. Peverted? Refuses to go out without her phone + iPod. Learning Japanese + drums. Interested in webdesign. Has a fetish for hair. Dislikes being emo. Dont talk to her if you're gonna discriminate. Oh, likes talking in third person mode. Hates fakes and plastic girls/boys. Potentially bitchy. Read her blog at your own risk. Not responsible for retardation or hurt feelings after reading.

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身を焦がす。
i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell..
girl, 死んじゃだめ。
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